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13.3.10,7:14 AM
is so hard to let go. i miss him.
i still trying really hard to not think about it..
but is so hard can?
my heart aches & my tears drop every now & then...
i kept digging friends out to keep me accompanied...
but still, i cant forget about it...
ytd someone told me something that makes me feel super duper upset.
i hopes that the person didnt tell me lo.
maybe at least i feel better?
but know the truth also good la...
at least i know he is doing far much better than me..
hais...
i reach home not long ago...
now my everyday life is exactly the same as 1 yr ago...
out during the noon until next day morning so home wash up then if cant slp then wait until afternoon dig ppl out again until next morning...
since the break up, i haven lie on my bed until now...
im so afraid of lying on the bed...
cos i know i confirm think of him de...
this break up is more worse than the previous one...
i 1st time never slp for more than 2 days almost 3...
1st time never eat for whole 2 days...
totally got no mood at all!
hais, now feeling extreme super sad la!