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12.3.10,1:51 AM
everything ended jus like that...
i dont think i should say it here...
cos we quarrelled over my previous post...
well...
we broke up.
i still cant let go...
i love him so much...
yet he can say break jiu break without a bit of sadness in his voice...
i felt so... hurted...
i tried talking nicely to him... i tried begging yet it doesnt help...
so...
i tihnk this time he really giving me up...
he really meant that he dont love me anymore...
is so hard to let go...
so hard to forget...
so much memories...
our 1 yrs anni is on 15th march...
hais...
too bad, is my fault for not cherish him...
everything is too late le...
no more turning back for me le...
he is leaving me for good, forever....
i love him, deep in my heart, i still miss him...
i hope he left me then he can concentrate well in his studies...
i know is beocs of me that his studies become like this...
well... im sure of it, becos is he tell me de...
so i hope he will use this good chance to study hard for his future...
i hope he choose to leave me is a good decision for him ba...
so that he can study well...
lastly, i only wan to tell him :
baby, i love eu...
i know nth else i say will make eu change eur decision le...
but jus wan to let eu know that,
the past 1 yr, i really enjoyed those happy times with eu...
thanks for showing me so much love & care...
i love you!