sch started for 3 days liao. 1st day only go 2 lessons... 2nd day go sch but din go for lesson... 3rd day, i din even go... find sch so pointless, so boring...
wadever, i even find my life pointless & aimless. i know i shouldnt think this way... but... FUCK la i dont know how to change my thinkings!
i tried so hard to control my feelings, holding down my temper... trying so hard to fulfil everyone... trying so hard not to be so over sensitive & jealous easily...
sometimes i feel like giving up.. but yet at the same time i cant bear to leave my loved ones. day by day i feel more & more like dying... i feel like im going crazy very soon.
WHO CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS???!!! FUCK THAT GOD THAT BRING ME TO THIS FUCKING BLOODY WORLD!!! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME UPSET!!!
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MarilynYuRuiQi
17yrs-old
20.01.92 is her day.
ex-parrian ; 6Respect'o4
ex-hougean ; 4e3'o8.
simei ite ; UQ0904F'09
pampered girl.
& happily attached to her ♥babytoot♥
dennis piay, i ♥ you.
slacking, her past-time, day-dreaming, her lonely times, crying, her mood swings time, emo-ing, her way of killing time, babytoot, her dearest, brothers, her precious, alcohol, her medication, cigarettes, nvr her addiction.