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18.1.10,12:37 AM
hamham :D
jus now went out to meet ahlim 1st.he brought my hamham down!!hamham look more healthy then mornign that time becos ahlim help hamham bath & wash his wounds.then we bring hamham pei ahlim go cut hair.after cutting hair jiu slack around near mac...awhile ltr we went to my house downstairs de coffeeshop cos ahlim wan eat.after that jiu slack opp there de void deck.then ahlim de friend came name... errr...cockroach in hokkien... ka chua.lols.thats his nick la.then slack until ahliow come pei us...slack slack slack & went to round table slack.awhile ltr jurist came & join us.damn, he is really very bad to my hamham lo.he go carry hamham then hamham bit him &&& he go throw hamham on the table!ROARS!slack until almost 12 jiu go home le...baby, i love you.
looking forward to pinning game tmr.
17.1.10,5:04 PM
upset :(
10th month anni jus passed...ytd found out that baby lied to me...he was suppose to go find wesly & friends..then that time he got msg i ask him is it from wesly they all.he say ya...then after that i accidentally see it...is from that girl again :(cried like siao can?he lied to me becos of a girl he know on9.damn it. im like so worthless to him?he said that he msg the girl becos he read her blog & found out that the girl got problem with the bf :(but whenever i got problem i post on blog did he care?i told he before le...all guys confirm will do wrong things...but rmb to clean it up & nvr let ppl find out...if he wan to lie to me nvr nvr let me find out...if not jiu tell me truthfully.i rather eu tell me honestly i upset a lil.or nvr nvr let me found out...wadever, i got so upset & he tell me that last night he wan ton.hais so wad can i do?speechless...thanks god that i will have my JL3 :Djason lim ; jason liow ; johnson low :Di want to meet both jason yet 1 too sick other 1 play dota.then johnson say he can meet me...so he pei me go ave 8 transfer money & stuff then go jasonlim house downstairs de fitness corner to slack.slack until 1am like that then jasonlim came down.jasonliow came down ard 1.30am.then 2 plus or so johnson jiu go home le.left 3 of us AGAIN :Dwe when ave 8 watch ahlim eat then jiu go slack back at ahlim house there.then ahlim say morning 6 plus go home de...but... :Pwe found a cute baby hamster there.omg a cat was standing behind it almost going to bite it i was like...chiong ar!!! to scare the cat away then we manage to put the hamster in a basket we found there.the cute hamster's right leg was injured :(stupid ahlim&ahliow say put it to feed the cats.damn them! i wanted to buy some sunflower seeds de...but run to the stores all say they dont sell.so i bought plain water for it...when back then we bring the hamster up to ahlim house.cos ahlim's sis got pet hamsters :Dthen we go up his house take food.lucky the hamster got eat abit :Dthen after that we jiu go home le...end up ahlim's sis say she will adopt the hamham:Dbut ahlim got say the hamham cant survive long :(sadded :(morning reached home yawn cannot tahan & i fell aslp on my sofa until jus now afternoon 3pm :Pltr going out meet ahliow ba...so bored at home.din meet baby cos he go out with his friend...nvm i would learn from him....friends more impt :Dhehes!i wan more friends friends friends!!ROARS!baby, happy 10th month.
i love you.
the rest, speechless.
last chance.
7.1.10,12:52 AM
giving it up.
sch started for 3 days liao.1st day only go 2 lessons...2nd day go sch but din go for lesson...3rd day, i din even go...find sch so pointless, so boring...wadever, i even find my life pointless & aimless.i know i shouldnt think this way...but... FUCK la i dont know how to change my thinkings!i tried so hard to control my feelings, holding down my temper...trying so hard to fulfil everyone...trying so hard not to be so over sensitive & jealous easily...sometimes i feel like giving up..but yet at the same time i cant bear to leave my loved ones.day by day i feel more & more like dying...i feel like im going crazy very soon.WHO CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS???!!!FUCK THAT GOD THAT BRING ME TO THIS FUCKING BLOODY WORLD!!!FUCK EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME UPSET!!!