today go sch for awhile, then sch ended.
took bus back to amk with butterfly & adrian.
from there i change 853 to yishun to take bus to baby's sch~
went into his sch find him & waited for him at the basketball court~
when he finished, we go take bus to change mrt back to bishan~
go his place slacked, use com & had dinner~
had great fun until night he send me to amk~
reached home at 11pm~




many things happened the last few days when i din post~
good & bad~

recently got a gan-nuer from baby named dorin~
met up with her & her bf,desmond the day be4 to bugis for a walk~
nth much happen on the day~
jus that i start to learn pool again!
baby teach me play de!!
& baby also bought me a black satin shorts :)

then ytd when hougang mall with baby to pei nuer for lunch~
then we went pooling with her & her another friend.
then ltr jason & siru came to join us~
i went off at 6pm for a dinner with my family~
yummy!
sososo full :)
reached home at 9.30pm but i go out meet jason, siru & jy until midnight 1am~
baby was so angry~
duibuqi baby!
muackz!

today morning woke up at 11am++
then prepared & ask granduncle to drive me to baby's place!
then reached, went up & his aunt was about to leave for work.
& after that i had lunch at his place with him & his mother :D
hmm the food is good but i nvr ate much due to my ulcer & sore throat :(

finish eating then we went back room to use com & wait for baby to prepare before we left home to bishan inter there to let baby cut hair.
&&& before leaving home, baby took alot of pics of me & i took alot myself too :P
today baby nvr take pic with me becos he say he din wax his hair =.-
lame excuse~

left house ; cut hair then we meet chun & naomi at bishan & took mrt down to somerset~
1st stop, MANGO!
baby bought me 2 basic tees!
1 short sleeve & 1 long sleeve :D
look simple but i love it!
becos is from baby!
after that we left there & took train down to bugis for steamboat :D
oh my tian arr!!
sososososo damn it full!
eat until like siao sia~
anyway finish eating at 8+ & we when for a walk at junction :)
baby bought me MUJI de milk tea :D
then we also go see see watches & stuff~
din buy anything else le~

left bugis at 10pm~
reached home ard 10.30pm~
actually baby wanted to send me until serangoon only~
but i say i wan him to send me to hougang~
end up i still give in & say nvm lo~
he then he alr insist to send me back home~
i asked him why & he replied :
jus wan to pei eu longer & also quite long din send eu home le.
i almost faint when i hear this...
i felt so happy la!

up next...

PICTURES!









today morning overslept but still got go sch~
skipped last lesson & pei butterfly take bus 24 back to amk~
she then pei me wait for 853 to yishun~
after that i from there changed bus 811 to baby's sch there.
waited awhile my phone flat liao =.-
damn it!
so i sit there wait & wait & wait until 1 hr ++ he then come out~
but then is ok la... cos ytd he also wait for me :)
actually i dont mind waiting for him...
but is that my phone flat so i scare he go off without telling me :(
but lucky didnt lo :)
meet him le then we took bus to change mrt to cck :)

reached lot 1 before chun reach so we 2 go m1 shop see see.
asked about the white jet phone~
still have come out for m1 yet :(

after that when chun reach we jiu go up food court eat pepper lunch :)
after eating then wait for naomi come then we go popular buy baby's pen.
then go down mac slack until benji came.
then slack awhile more jiu go subway there pei naomi eat & baby bought me cookies!
awhile ltr benji left 1st & we waited for connie to come & chatted until 9.30pm then go buy sushi!
bought sushi then me & baby left 1st~
took mrt to amk then baby pei me wait for bus he jiu go home le!
reached home before 11pm.

i really dont know wad's wrong with me...
dont know is only this week or wad...
i jus suddenly felt happy & awhile ltr became sad.
mood swings?
if it is, this is the worse mood swing i ever had~
those mood swings are killing me.
i dont know who to turn to anymore.
him?her?they?them?who?
im lost, im so damn lost...




din post for the last few days...
many things happened~

friday :

baby & benji&pohyi came simei for pool~
until 4 like that we go eat at cafe1~
then go took mrt down to town to meet the rest~
walked ard town until night then baby send me home~
suppose to go home & slp & next day go bugis with baby de.
then on the way back home saw my mom & quarrelled with her~
lols.
so i went up with baby to my house took so clothes & go down take cab to baby's place to stay over for a night~


saturday :

suppose to leave house at 2pm ++
but we stay at home lazy to go out until 5+ like that we go take bus to change mrt~
when in mrt, naomi called & jio us go town again~
so we took mrt & stopped at somerset~
we pei naomi go robinson to find her things~
after that we go mac eat!
eat half way & chun came to join us :)
after eating we go walk walk ard~
then tot of playing pool but no table!
then we walk until a new shop then open to let ppl catch toytoy de!
baby changed 7bucks to try~
try until 6th dollar still din get.
so baby tried the last 1... & with that 1 dollar, he caught 2 toytoy for me!!!
2 golden doraemons :)
sososo happy la!
this is the 1st time someone ever caught me a toytoy :)
& also baby's 1st time that caught 2 toytoy with 1 credit!

after that we left there to parklane for pool.
watch them play pool then after that 10.30pm left there to take mrt back to hougang :)
baby sent me home...




morning went sch afternoon...
finished sch st. go take mrt to tiong bahru meet baby & friends to take my cheque~
after drop cheque then go eat mac with baby :)
eat finish jiu go take mrt back to bishan :)
go baby's place to use com & stuff~


celebrated our 7th mth with cooking dinner together :)
this is 1st time i cook a salmon :P
& the result... taste absolutely delicious :)
crispy on the outside & soft in the inside :)


after that we chatted & use com until night then baby send my down to cab home :)




today loads of things happen!
1st, din went sch becos i overslept, & i quarrelled with my mom before go out.
so i went baby's place find him~
sososo tired so i sleep awhile at his place, ard 1 hour+
then he wake me up & we had lunch together :)
yummy!
today lunch is delicious!
2 bowl of rice each with : curry fish & salmon!
although both is fish but... I LOVE FISH!
hahas~
had a full full lunch then back to room & chatted.
kinda unhappy about somethings~
but anyway we talk thing out~

after that baby cheer me up & abuse me!!!
hahas
he throw me on the bed jus like those wrestling ppl do !
lols it doesnt hurt but it is fun~
hahas~

today baby had a bad headache :(
dont know why....
it is like on & off~
then he still going cck find his friends, actually i dont wan him to go de.
i scare ltr he headache.
but he wan go so i cannot do anything also :(
anyway now he is safe & sound at home~

then until like 7 plus we left his place to bishan inter.
i meet with jy & his gf, teresa~
cos wg went off le~
then baby go take mrt to cck~
i then pei them~
tried to talk to her but damn, she gave me attitude~
gl with me also!
i damn angry lo~
anyway after that manage to make her go home so we go take mrt together.
on mrt i sit alone while they 2 sit together~
then we alighted at city hall to change then suddenly theresa okok liao~
lols. at 1st attitude me then suddenly ok liao~
dont know wad jy say to her~
anyway after that we chatted about our plan~
& send her back home!
reached her place then the mother say go downstair to talk~
chatted until almost 12 with the mother then finally everything settled~
then we go take cab back to hougang~

home sweet home~




long story today~
so many things happened & i dont know how to start it too.
jus that...
im tired, i really do.
hurt so much when the whole world dont understand eu.

baby told me that i had to try to change my attitude toward brothers...
but thats the way i am & this has been for yrs.
my heart felt so painful.
i admit that i appear to be kind of bad to them.
but i believe in their heart they understand.
no matter how harsh i treat them, whenever they had problem i will try my very best to help them.
can anyone in this world understand me?

this hurt me so much that i hate myself.
damn.




overslept today :(
cos last night slept at 4am though i lie on my bed at 2plus =.-
suppose to meet butterfly at 8.30am =.-
& i woke up at 9.30am =.-
lucky my granduncle at my place~
then he fetch me to sch :)
i reached sch in 20mins time :)
i even reach earlier than butterfly they all~
wait for them to come then go up class together.
after class go to pool centre then stay there until very long & missed our lecture~
then after that go for another class =.-
even more boring!
then last class, my ca's lesson =.-
cannot run de :(
& we late for her lesson for 30mins~
lols.
kan kan kan!!!
sianz =.-
ended sch early with bad mood!
dont ask me why!

left sch & it was raining so took bus31 to change bus24~
reached amk & slack with butterfly until night time~
go point meet jy for awhile~
then he pei me took bus72 & i alighted at my place while he took until tamp go find gf~

reached home less than 30mins~
wg came my place find me~
pei me go down talk talk~
then we go eat fries :)
yummy!

after that he send me back & HOMESWEETHOME :)

brother wg!
thanks for being there for whenever i need eu :)
even though day or night!
eu're one of the best ! :)

brother jy!
thanks for everything eu done too!




today morning baby call & wake me up.
then i stay at home use com awhile the prepared & my granduncle send me to baby's place.
before going up i go buy cheese fries & bubbletea :)
baby was kinda surprised when i called & ask him to open the door :)

anyway, had great fun there.
watched him dota & i use com also!

evening time then he go cook dinner :)
yummy!!
had my fav salmon!!
hehes~

finished dinner then we rest awhile & use com until night time baby go bath & prepared.
9+ left house & bused to mrt & trained to hougang.
baby then send me home :)




had great fun for the pass few days :)
baby treat me so good even when i throw tantrums :P
dont know why suddenly he so good, but anyway i love it :)

had too much fun that i din post last few days.
today morning woke up prepared then cab to baby's place becos my ankle hurts.
then after that stay at his place with chun & guangrui.
ard 6+ go take bus to bishan inter to meet naomi then we trained down to town :)
went far east to eat :)
yummy so nice lo, thanks to naomi's recommendation :)
after that pei baby go down to buy his 'XXL chicken'
then we walk to ion to shop shop~
things are sososo expensive :P
anyway went to muji & bought my milktea!
wanted to buy the pancake de, but sold out :(
sadded.
after that we slacked inside ion until 10 like that then me & baby go take train & the rest to far east.
today baby din send me home, beocs he very tired!
so he take mrt with me until serangoon he alight to change circle line while i take to hougang.
reached home before 11pm :)

tmr going to baby's place to help him with his project * actually is to disturb him *
hehes!




last night whole night din slp until morning 6plus.
woke up at 5pm + in the evening...
rot at home for awhile then i go up shawn's house find him :)
pei him for awhile then wg came to join us.
we 3 together walk until mrt there then shawn go off...
while me & wg go take 161 to woodland.
damn, the bus is sososo cold lo.
took very long before it reach woodland.
after that we go change to mrt to cck.
go lot 1 there meet wg's uncle...
tot only he 1 person, end up he bring his children along...
i so damn ps lo..
but nvm still join him, then he treat us go eat sakae :)
yummy so full lo...
after that chat awhile the me & wg go take mrt back to yck there to change bus 72.
then took to ave 8 there & walk to find liang & their friend, ping.
after that we slack awhile then jy came...
slack awhile more then we all send liang home, & her friend also go home.
me,wg,jy took bus 325 then wg alight at his house there.
jy came my place...
he din go home tonight & ton at my place...
ltr morning i going point with him to find hongrui then maybe slack awhile then i go home...
cos afternoon still got work...




last night cant slp until morning 5plus then slp.
woke up at 1 plus prepared then go to baby's place.
reach his place & he still slping =.-
after awhile he jiu wake up le =.-
then open door for me...
after that he play dota i play l4d...
night time ard 7plus we go down buy bubbletea & wafer & cheese fries...
yummy~
then go back his place eat & use com until 10plus he send me down to take cab.
reached home at 11plus~
wg is coming to find me ltr...

& today is wg, my brother's 17th birthday!
wg, 17 liao...
hope eu know how to think before eu talk hor!
& really thanks for those times when i really need eu
& eu confirm come find me de!!
anyway meet me often ok?

MarilynYuRuiQi

17yrs-old
20.01.92 is her day.
ex-parrian ; 6Respect'o4
ex-hougean ; 4e3'o8.
simei ite ; UQ0904F'09
pampered girl.
& happily attached to her ♥babytoot♥

dennis piay, i ♥ you.

slacking, her past-time,
day-dreaming, her lonely times,
crying, her mood swings time,
emo-ing, her way of killing time,
babytoot, her dearest,
brothers, her precious,
alcohol, her medication,
cigarettes, nvr her addiction.



♥ a part-time job.
♥ no more quarrels with baby.



♥ Dennis babytoot ♥
♥ JasonLiow Brother
♥ JianYong Brother
♥ ShawnChan Brother
♥ Siru Sister
♥ WeiGuang Brother
♥ ShuHui Butterfly Sisters
♥ TanJunHao Butterfly Fans
♥ BCM clique



2009
22/1 : angelboy, imy. :(
15/3 : baby ask me to be his gf :)
21/3 : very 1st supermeal :)
04/4 : 1st candlelight :)
11/4 : 1st 'wont get to see babytoot' day :(
13/4 : couple bag :)
15/4 : 1st mth anni :)
24/4 : couple rings :)
13/6 : bro&sis bbq :)
24/6 : 2nd candlelight :)
08/7 : baby's 17th bday :)
09/8 : 3rd candlelight :)



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