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23.9.09,2:33 AM
movie since long long time ago :(
today woke up by jason at 2plus~baby suppose to morning me but he din.this is alr the 3rd time he din morning call he when he say he will.but she jus said once & he morning call her.wtf?!anyway woke up prepared & meet jason to slack awhile until 3plus~went home waited for baby...he bought tickets for 7pm de.but i 5.30pm called him he say he still at dhoby there playing pool.he still say he will come hougang fetch me before going for movie at amk hub.hais.anyway he reached my place at 6plus~took bus down to amk & jus right go in awhile jiu start le.watched G force.the show quite cute lo!finish the show then we walk walk ard hub jiu go take bus back to hougang.went to playground there to talk talk.hais i dont know whether this time still works not.but i guess not.im still dont feel loved by him.he sended me back home by 10plus lo~baby, dont give me hope.
im so scare, becos it always bring me disappointment.
my heart shattered into a million pieces.
i dont know wad else to do.
eur the 1st guy i ever love until so painful.
dont hurt me anymore will eu?
i really dont know how long more i can endure.
i dont wan to say goodbye to eu.
i afraid that day will come.
it hurt so much...
pls baby, love me the way eu used to can?
i miss that eu so much...