BlogYYY
30.8.09,11:29 PM
glad enough :)
today woke up at 12noon~prepared & went out to baby's place.used com at his place for awhile then wait for him to prepare we jiu go out le.took mrt down to bugis for lan~play ard 2 hours then go long john for dinner.yummy! eat until very full~after that we go walk walk street & bought baby's bemudas~after that took mrt back to hougang to meet up with jy & jason.slacked until 10.40pm~then baby send me back home~babytoot, i love you.
miss eu badly right now :(
muackz.
29.8.09,11:58 PM
supermeal 50* :)
today woke up at 1pm~use com awhile then go prepared...had maggi at home 1st before i go out.went to busstop & saw jasonlim.din manage to talk to him becos when i saw him, he was alr boarding the bus.after that i got call him & told him then i saw him.i board bus88 to bishan change bus52 to baby's place.went up myself & then use com at his place.he play dota while i play l4d~slacked a while then ard 7 we go down to buy cheese fries & also buy my bubble tea :)went home to eat it after that use com again then ard 9 left his place.baby & i took mrt back to hougang.he sended me home today :)babytoot, im sososo happy today.
happy until dont know how to say it :)
i love you so much :)
muackz.
supermeal 50 :)
27.8.09,11:13 PM
fucked.
today morning meet up with them then go sch.go for cms for a while jiu break time le.then go eat after that go down pool.after break go for afd.cher recap bank recon.after that dismiss then we go for bev use com until 2pm jiu end sch le.when to take bus back to amk then slacked awhile i jiu take bus159 go hougang meet up with jason to go home together.then reach home eat dinner after that 8pm go down meet jason help him go his things.slacked until 9plus then jianyong came to join us.chatted until 10.30pm went home.when reached my house outside saw shawn.then chat with him awhile & reached home before 11pm.today din meet baby.babytoot, today i din meet eu :(
missing eu but there's nth i can do.
i know currently im not in good mood.
i also dont know why.
but jus wana say im sorry.
i love you.
26.8.09,11:04 PM
happy? unhappy? idk.
today morning went sch alone reached at 11am~went for lecture then ofa~after that go pool jiu go afd.actually got test but i dont know how to do.so cher ask me, junhao & weitat to go over & she teach us.finished lesson at 4pm & baby came over simei to fetch me.we go tamp eat mac :)after that we stay there walk walk.kinda have fun lo.after that we go take bus72 back to hougang.reach there jiu go slack slack at round table then baby jiu send me home le.babytoot, today im happy enough that eu came to fetch me.
i love you.
25.8.09,11:54 PM
enjoyed.
today morning woke up last min not going sch.becos if chest pain & start to feel breathless also.so i took bus88 to bishan change bus162 to baby's house downstairs.wait for him at there & kept bombing his phone also.i guess he last night very late slp thats why he never ans his call.bomb until 10plus he finally ans le.then told me he last night slpt at 2plus then i told him i under his blk.he was shocked so he go took a bath & came down to find me.he took my jacket along too.after he came down then we sit there chat chat awhile jiu go take bus le.took bus to amk & went Vland for l4d for 3 hours.cos 3 hr $3 only.then finished & come out at 3.30pm~took bus back baby's place.i use com for a while he fell aslp.then i go wake him up & ask him why he so tired...then he told me the truth.he last night whole night din slp.he until morning 6 plus 7 then go slp..i rmb last night when we on phone that time he still say wan morning call me de.but i told him dont need.he said he actually wanted to go my house downstairs wait for me de.then send me to amk or sch...becos he still upset for wad happen ytd.but he din come la.nevermind la.actually i heard wad he said im alr touched enough.then ok lo i let him go slp.then i use awhile jiu pei him slp also le.we both slp until 6plus.suddenly baby's phone ring.i tot he will ans but he din.so i shake him to wake him up.he slp like nobody business...anyway finally wake him up & took his phone let him see.is benji called de.anyway after that we both wake up jiu go make hot food le.hmm today's dinner is the best la.cos i from ytd morning until jus now before dinner, i never had any meal at all.i skipped all my meals :(today at baby's place i had 2 bowls of rice :)the food is so damn nice lo.tmr i should be going sch le.hais :(exams coming & i still owing a lot of homeworks.very sianz la!babytoot, i love eu a lot.
& miss eu so much.
24.8.09,9:24 PM
brothers, billion thanks. boyfriend, sry? idk.
last night i din slp a wink at all.morning went over to his place at 9 waited until 10am & then realised he going to malaysia.so, there was nth i could do...wanted to wait for him at bishan until he come back...but...wadever it is...cried at the bus stop but who cares ?i dont know..meet up with junhua at 2plus at amk...after that go back to hougang to meet jianyong & jason.really million thanks to them for cheering me up & talking to me instead of shoo-ing away from me.jason,thanks for eur tissues & comfort.jianyong,thanks for cheering me up & also i hope those punches wont hurt now.really million thanks for let me punch eu to vent my anger.really felt so comfort went eu said that 'eu happy jiu hao'junhua,thanks for eur time & comfort too.meet up soon.today i really wan to thanks my 2 brother jason & jianyong.if not for them i really dont know wad to do.they are always there for me.there are many things i should not say here.
suppose to post it to other blog...
but im really too tired le.
maybe another day ba...
baby, nth to say to eu.
jus that... i miss eu.
23.8.09,10:43 PM
coughing away~
today woke up at 12noon~waited for baby's msg until almost 1pm but never received.so i called him~realised that he woke up earlier than me but never msg me~so nvm then i go eat & watch tv~after that called baby & told him my plan.which is go to thomson cc there de lan shop play l4d together.cos i got direct bus there he also got.ard 3plus i called him asking him whether he prepared a not.& he say he jus going to start another dota match :(then i talk to him on phone as if i talking to wall~he like no time to reply me like that.then i ask him eu busy ar then he say ya.damn it! then i kup the call.hais then hougang here going to rain soon le~if i dont go out means ltr i will get drenched~so i msg him tell him & he replied : if rain eu stay at home lo.WTH?!i was fcuking fed up.then i din reply him le~i jiu ownself go take cab to his place.damn his dota like so damn important than anything else lo.he is still having fever & he dont even care.hais....i reach his place & he told me that he gonig to bath & go play l4d with me.hais i really dont know wad he is thinking la.anyway we did go but there no com so we go downtime...play until 8plus we jiu go le~dont know wad i suddenly felt so no mood~& started to attitude him.hais~end up he take 165 with me.i ask him to alight at amk to change bus home instead of sending me back.tmr i dont feel like going sch...haisdont know wads wrong with me.babytoot, iloveyou.
22.8.09,11:37 PM
half way through recovery~
finally im free from my fever :):):)
though im still having serious cough~
but fever are more terrible & scary compared to cough :)
& becos i had no more fever, i had a good slp until 1plus in the afternoon.
then after that i texted baby & had my lunch at home~
the same light lunch again then i use laptop~
im supposed to wait for baby to text me before i can go prepare to leave house~
but he din, so i text him 1st~
but he also din reply~
i waited until 4pm like that then i prepared & left house~
went to take bus88 & then change bus410~
when i board 410, i text him again & he call me back~
then baby came down to fetch me~
before going up, we went to buy 2 wafer & 1.5lit coke home.
at his place i make him rest & cannot use com while i ownself play l4d :)
play awhile i jiu go pause & go take a face cloth put ice inside & put on baby's forehead.
D: is all my fault thats why baby will sick :(is i spread to him de :(sorry baby! let eu suffer so much :(i kept on changing the ice when it melt & also change the position from head to neck & then head again~but i realised that the more i put the ice, the higher the fever :(i also tried to wrap baby up in blanket to make him sweat but he jus wont sweat.hais :(i really cant think of anything le...then i no choice... i tickle baby, make he turn here & there.make he laugh & tried to stop me ( though he cant )awhile ltr, i realised he started to sweat :)so i continued to tickle & stuff :)until he really sweat until his fever go down a bit...then ard 9 plus we left house & go down take bus~took bus52 to change bus88 until amk change bus165~baby took 165 for 1 stop jiu alight go change mrt to meet his mom while i took all the way home.reached home earlier than my parents so i gave them no chances to nag at me for late coming home :)then ltr at night ard 11plus, weiguang & liangyu came to find me to talk awhile.babytoot, hais im sorry that i spread to eu my sickness :(
but i really tried to make eu recover :(
hais i wan eu faster recover :(
i love you.
muackz.
21.8.09,11:42 PM
my fever went up & down, so is my mood :(
today morning woke up with a fever, AGAIN!38.7 & i sososo no mood & dont feel like to move at all.then i forced myself to eat some light lunch & took my fever med~awhile ltr i start to feel better again :)so i go paint my nails :)&& it look disgusting!!!!anyway i meet jason at 4plus after his oral~slack until 6 go home prepared jiu go out at 7.30pm de~when going out i start to feel unwell again :(but i hack care, jus go out & meet jason to take bus together to venus~supposed to meet joel at 8pm, but we waited until 8.30pm he haven come~so we msg him saying that he dont need come alr cos we only go in play 1hr jiu go le~then means only me & jason go in play, played death toll & half way of dead air jiu go le~took bus 82 back home & 1 stop away, we alighted =.-becos jason say he feel like vomitting~after he finish his vomitting, we took 325 for 1 stop~then go my house downstair to rest awhile jiu go home le~reached home & i all the way lie on the sofa :(i like dont have the strength to move at all~anyway after all that i went to prepared & had my med :(i so stupid, accidentally spilled my med :(actually... before i go pour my med, i tot of skipping my med tonight.i very lazy to pour & the med taste sucks :(i still prefer my baby feed me :)after that i go take my temp & is 38.9!!!damn it.i miss my baby so much today.beocs i din meet him today, also din talk much to him today.babytoot, i know where i wan to go tmr le.
i wan to go to eur heart & i wan to be the only VIP,
the only 1 who can access into it :)
promise me to bring me there tmr ?
i love you baby.
miss eu badly :(
muackz!
20.8.09,10:07 PM
im sick again~
today woke up felt so sick so told me dad im not going sch~
i slp until 10plus wake up~ard 12plus i had nasi lemak de rice with 3 sotong balls :)not much appetite & having a headache too~ard 1plus i wore a black tee with a thick jacket & took a nap with my blanket without the fan.i suppose to meet jason at 2.30pm but i overslept until 3pm~i woke up sweating away & told jason i meeting him at 3.30pm~i reached on time & he called & said that he will be late for 10mins~lols i waited 20mins before he reach~it was so damn cold lo, even though im wearing a jacket.we slacked until 5plus then baby came to find me~we slack for awhile more then jason went home while baby & me go up my house~i went home took money & leave baby's bag at my place~then we went down took bus to interchange.we go to the clinic going to see doc de~reach there at 6.30pm but the doc went for dinner until 7.30pm then will come back~so we went for dinner too~i had porriage & baby had noodles.i couldnt finish my food :(after eating jiu go back to clinic sit until is my turn~after seeing dic, he gave me 2 days mc~then jiu go buy jason buy his top up card jiu go to round table le~meet jason again for awhile chat then jiu go home le~baby insisted on seeing me eat med le then he go home~:( sadded la~i dont like med :(then i tot of eating sweets :)but baby dont allow :(end up, baby feed me med :)after eating med sit for a while & watch tv then baby jiu go home le~tmr baby got pool after that he meeting friends which means i not meeting him le~but nevermind i sick so should stay at home rest :)babytoot, if tmr eu not coming to find me, is ok de~
dont worry, i will stay at home & rest de.
im so happy that eu fed me the med :)
i love you baby.
muackz.
19.8.09,11:15 PM
i hate my life.
today morning woke up prepared & left home at 7am to go take bus72 to tamp to meet aslieen & winnie.meet them at 8am then go take bus 31 to sch~went up to class for lesson until 10plus~then i go find adrian for a while jiu go down pool there find them le~at pool there for a while jiu go eat at c2~had a yummy breakfast.after that go for lecture & spend my time there rotting away~many ppl were slping away & suddenly... i heard a girl infront of me snoring =.-those who were near her all laughing away & she still din wake up~lols, after lecture went for ofa~i ask adrian to coem into the class to pei me~he sit beside me playing dota while i use facebook :)until the cher dismiss then we go down pool again~hang at pool until 2pm then go up for afd~today got freaking test & i dont know~so i slp through out & i din even hand in my ans [ which is also a blank paper ]when i woke up i jiu go tell cher im sick & i went off early.meet up with adrian then go wait for bus24 together~adrian alighted at serangoon & i alighted at amk to meet junhao~slacked awhile i jiu go take bus to baby's place.while waiting for bus i was sms-ing baby.he told me he was alr in bus410 :(sadded then i ask him whether he waiting for me or going up 1st~then he say he is tired & wanted to go home 1st~i was sadded :(but nevermind lo~try to be independent~when i alighted from my bus & the 1st person i saw was.... BABY!he said he wanted to surprise me thats why he tell me that he not waiting for me :)im so happy lo :)went up together with my precious baby.used com for a while & we heard... ' ling~ling~ling~ling'yeah is ice-cream time :)went down to buy ice-cream :)when finish our ice-cream, he start to dota while i play l4d :)until 8plus we stop & had a chat~talk to baby about many things~after that ard 10pm he send me down to wait for cab~tmr i should be not going sch le~im gona fall sick again :(babytoot, rmb our sakura ok ?
endure to the end :)
i love you.
mauckz.
,12:32 AM
i hate the mood swings.
today morning woke up saw junhao's msg say not going sch so go back slp until 8plus then wake up~had breakfast at home then slowly go prepare my things & left house at 9am++ ~went down and took bus72 to change bus854 to yishun interchange~from there i took bus811 to baby's sch there~i around 10.30am reach there & go sit at the void deck to wait for him to dismiss~meet him at 11am++ took mrt back to bishan & change bus410 to his place!had lunch at his place together with his mom & aunt~after that we 2 went to the room & use com~he use the new com to play his dota while i use the other com to play l4d :)play until 3pm he go prepare to go out~we left house & cabbed to amk then baby pei me wait for bus he jiu go le~i took bus165 alone back to hougang & meet up with jasonliow~we slacked a while then i go home change & we 2 go mall together~he going to buy his dnt de stuff while i need to go do my bus concession.after that we go back my house there slack a while jiu go home le~babytoot, im glad that today im able to meet eu.
but i dont know why hais~
now i suddenly no mood.
im sorry to let eu worry.
i love you.
muackz.
17.8.09,11:10 PM
i told baby the secrets.
last night slpt at 3am~should wake up at 6am but i know i wont wake up on time~so i set my alarm at 5am :)i snooze until 6am then wake up :)woke up & prepared then meet them at amk go take bus24 to sch~on the way to sch i slp for awhile~reach sch went for afd~dont really have the mood to study~so i slack all the way until section head came in to look for 3 of us~we went out with her to the stairs for a talk~results : 3 of us dont have to go for CMS today but instead go find SH to do our ca2 with her including weitat~when we go back class cher going to dismiss le~so we pack our stuff the dismiss jiu go down pool centre~watch them pool awhile then weitat came & 4 of us go c3 eat with adrian~after eating go ofa to use com~then dismiss at 2 jiu go find SH at staffroom~had great fun with her lo~she is such a good cher :)finished at 4plus then go take bus back to amk~send butterfly back then i go take bus to baby's place~today he never come down to fetch me becos he busy doing the com thing~so i went up myself~reached for a short while and he is still busy with his things as if im invisible :(he got talk to me but din look at me for more than 2sec :(sadded lo :(anyway cannot blame him also becos he wan to faster make finish the com so that next time we can play maple together at his place~then he found out that his keyboard & speaker got problem~so we plan to go down to simlim to change then he send me back to hougang~be4 that we had a small serious talk~i told him about how i felt this few weeks~i talk about it until i cried~but end up i felt better after saying everything out~then baby told me that tmr he maybe not meeting me becos 1 of his classmate passed away due to a fall this morning~gosh, when i heard this i cried again~life is sososo brittle :(then we prepared & went out.when in the mrt i then found out that i left my phone at baby's place~OMG~bobian i faster chiong to simlim to change the things then go down buy ice cream~faster go mrt took train to bishan & bought a coke at mac & do baby's ez-link~then faster go back home~reached his place at 9 pm~so i used his new com to play facebook while he use the old com to play l4d~ard 9.40pm we go down wait for cab~damn it! the 1st 3 cabs were taken by the ppl ahead of us though we came 1st~then we tried to flag down the opp side de cab~3 city cabs pass by & they din see us :(waited damn long for it~finally board 1 & reach home at around 10.30pm with the fare of $6.80~now posting then i going to bed real soon~damn tired le~yawn!continue tmr ba :)babytoot, im sorry for the stupid things i do again~
i truly love eu with my heart & soul!
i promise to tell eu everything in my heart as long as eu do the same too ok?
i love eu!
when i free then i go do the blog thing :)
baby, i will miss eu tmr :(
see eu on wed then :(
muackz!
16.8.09,11:39 PM
imagination is scary & it often makes me cry.
today woke up at noon & texted my baby~after then prepared & had lunch at home~went down to meet jason to slack for a while~then went back home to prepare to go my ah ma house for gathering~reach there at 6 plus & started to watch show from my cousin's psp while he watched show from mine~watch until my mom came back with my mcspicy :)yummy then finish eating continue the show until my cousin, joanna finish eating~when she finish we jiu go out together to compass :)she pei me go buy my nail polish, ear sticks & hair clip :)also helped her mom to buy breads & my mom to buy cotton wool.finish buying we jiu go down to cold storage to talk to my friend~talk a while jiu go off le~took lrt back & continue with my show after that~watched half-way no choice had to stop cos going home le~on my way home i texted baby again.becos he whole day din text me :(actually i din text him 1st becos i wan see he will play until wad time then will rmb me~but he totally forget sia :(im sadded~anyway i text with him all the way until i reached home~now he is having his supper ltr we are going to chat on phone :)looking forward to it~becos today i din meet until him & im damn missing him now :(babytoot, im missing eu do eu know ?
today din meet eu :(
so tmr i wan to see eu ok?
i love you :)
muackz baby!
,12:27 AM
5th month anni.
today is the 5mth anni with my dearest baby.happy but with some not happy at the end of the day~afternoon we met up at hougang mrt then trained down to dhoby to buy movie tickets then went to parklane for lan~L4D for 2hr plus & with a can of coke each, we only paid a together of 50cents~lols after that went back to ps to queue for popcorn then to the movie~nice movie~ really very funny~after movie went for a walk around ps then jiu took a train back to hougang for swing~all the while we were very happy~until at the swing~baby started emoing~hais~*long story*met up with johnson & jason until 11plus baby went off 1st~then a while ltr jason go off & me went home a little while ltr too~reached home call baby to talk things out~but~hais nvm~dont really wish to say in details~end of today's story~been so long since i last posted~to update, 3rd candlelight is 9th aug~last supermeal was 14th, #49babytoot, time flies & we are together for 5mths alr~
looking back, it seems fast~
but looking at our goal, it seems so slow~
baby, i really wan to reach the goal together.
i dont wana lose this r/s too~
though this few days things din went so smoothly for us~
but, i believe we will last becos, I LOVE YOU!
MarilynYuRuiQi
welcome to his-babygong.bs ;