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27.5.09,11:05 PM
mood swings~
today morning as usual, reached sch late~suppose to reach by 8am, we reached at 9plus =.-LLA at 6th floor & we took the stairs =.-when reached classroom, 3 of us are like panting like siaokias~hahas!after LLA we go pool-ing with ben they all!today i 'tattooed' ben's hand :) with my nails :)forgot to took a pic of it~anyway it is nice :) red & swollen -.<after pool-ing we all jiu go for CMS lecture le~i was listening song about lecture =.-after that go for OFA & i was surfing the net~then after OFA we went for lunch :)yummy!after lunch is our last lesson of the day, AFD :)after dismissal we took bus24 back to amk!i meet up with my dearest babytoot!pei him go arcade :)watch him play after that we went down took bus165 to mall~bought a pen there then we stay ard shop shop~until~~~i finally found wad i wana find :)something to do with babytoot's birthday present :)yeappie!then babytoot says he wana go home le :(sadded~so i called jason liow & told him that i meet him for awhile!i pei babytoot go wait for his bus then i go find jason~
meet him with him then we go over to hougang park there meet jy~a while ltr wg, liang & another friend of theirs come along too!sit down & chatted until 10pm then me,jason & jy went off 1st!we went to 7-11 buy somethings jiu go home le~tmr dont know going to meet my babytoot not :(i miss him so much!gosh?! im like a piece of chewing gum to him!im that irritating~arrghhx!babytoot, i miss eu!
muackz!
im like such a irriating idiot!
i dont know wad the fuck i wan in my life!
i jus fucking pissed off with everything i done!
i fucking hate myself to the core!
i need pain to let me know im alive!
i need alcohol to keep myself calm!
i need my babytoot to stay alive!
i need my angels to guide my route in life!
*venting my fucking anger*