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28.5.09,11:07 PM
i promise, i love you.
today morning woke up at 5am to charge my mp3 & phone~after preparing things i go lie a while on my bed~gosh!? i felt aslp =.-i was suppose to reach amk at 6.30 but i woke up at almost 7am =.-hahas~i faster rush out go amk~today weitat got come sch sia =.-anyway after that took bus reach sch & we missed our 1st lesson BEV!thanks to.... ME :)after that go for CMS less than 30mins jiu finish le~go for lunch then go pool until AFD :)went to class & do some cash book stuffs~after that go for BEV again~got back all the 3 class tests :(i failed 2 :(50/6024/5020/50sadded*after that i took bus to amk & pei junhao slacked for awhile~cos babytoot was studying at amk with his friends then i dont wan disturb him~at 1st intend to go his house for some wrestling videos de~but babytoot say he maybe going play bball so i say i will pei him go~after a while i call him he say he changing place to study =.-i tot he changing place but will still be at amk~so i go took bus~board bus & he told me he at bishan studying =.-sianz!so i went to central meet up with levinia to take some things then i go take bus88 to find babytoot!intend to meet him for a hug & i jiu go home de~but....hais i still cant bear to do it ;(i meet up with him for some time then he say wan send me to bus stop~i dont wan de cos i really dont wan go home!but he kept insisting~hais i can see that his mood not good le~so i let him pei me go bus stop~through out the walk he was walking with both his hands in the pocket as if im invisible ;(nvm lo~i go ask him wads wrong with him he say nothing~i felt so fed up that i shouted at him :([ sorry baby, that was my fault. i shouldnt have done that! duibuqi! ]after that reach the overhead bridge then i told him that i will go over myself~he dont wan ;( he say wan pei me wait for bus~i was arguing with him half way & my bus came~i told him that i dont wana board & he 'shouted' at me :([ baby i dont blame eu for that cos i know i deserved it :( ]so ending i still board that bus back but i din go home~i alighted at amk to meet up with jasonlim~meet him for less than 10mins he tell me he going off le~so i go find shuhui & her friend, amelia at k-pool~watch them play pool awhile then shuhui jiu go off while amelia go cab home~she longbang me cab till serangoon to change bus165~i took bus & meet up with jasonliow at standard place~a while ltr we walk over to 511 there buy chicken wings & slacked~johnson came then we 3 walk to ave 8 there meet with jy & shawn~reached then jasonliow&jy go slack themselves while me,johnson & shawn go coffeeshop cos shawn wan eat dinner!after he finish we stay there to chat awhile jiu go off le~shawn help me take my bag & i took his!gosh! his bag was damn damn damn freaking heavy la!johnson went home while me & shawn go 504 there de fitness corner slack a while & tok abt our stories :)after chatted we went home~i all the way carried his bag & i walk like a tortoise with a heavy shell =.-reached home at ard 11pm~tmr babytoot going arcade~im going along too!babytoot, sorry for today :(
aiyo i really think i wan die liao la~
hard to control myself from all those f*ing attitudes~
i wan change, i promise~
i will do it :)
muackz!