morning i was late for 30mins!
damn~ i overslept =(
then meet same ppl =) go take bus24 to sch~
reach class at ard 9am~
had lots of fun in class sia =.-
cos 1st lesson is lifeskills~
then teacher released us at ard 10am.
& mrs K came in be4 we manage to leave the room =.-
but lucky that she come is to tell us good news =)
the 2hrs AFD lesson in the afternoon is cancelled =)
so after that she gave us hw jiu dismiss us le~
then 4 of us went out of sch~
weitat go hougang find gf while the 3 of us go tampines 1 walk walk~
then jiu go century square & lastly tampines mall =.-
shopped all the 3 malls from 1st lvl to top lvl =.-
then we boliao & jun hao suggested J8 =.-
but tamp no direct bus to j8 so we took bus to toa payoh there~
change bus 88 to j8~
shopped there from bottom to top & back down =.-
then meet junhao de friend & 4 of us go mac for lunch~
after awhile they all go off then i good girl 1 person stay at mac doing hw while waiting for babytoot to come~

wait less than 30mins he jiu reach le~
then we go take bus52 to babytoot's house~
slacked & use com & watch bolt~
then a while ltr his mommy jiu come home liao~
then his mommy teach babytoot how to cook the fish~
& today dinner is babytoot prepared de =)
yummy i love the fish & tofu =)
the soup today is great & the lotus roots is nice =)
after that slacked awhile babytoot jiu send me down to wait cab le =)




morning we all meet amk then go take bus24 to sch~
reach classroom within the grace period =)
the lesson is so boring~
after that go eat lunch =)
then go BEV =)
played my mafia during the class =.-
then jiu AFD & today do finally do T a/c liao =.-
today teacher let us off early by 30mins~
we go up locker put things jiu go out take bus24 back to amk~
today whole day din see adrian = no clowning~
anyway babytoot din meet me today =(

i meet junhua at hub today~
then we go take bus back to hougang~
then he waited for me under my blk while i go up changed~
but i went up then i had my dinner 1st ;P
junhua waited for me for 30mins =.-
then ard 7.30pm we go the standard & meet jasonliow, wg & ly there~
slack awhile then we jiu go blk511 there de coffeeshop becos wg&ly wan eat~
after eating, we go buy drinks~
junhua help me buy a bottle of tiger then i share with jasonliow~
after then we slack until almost 10pm we all jiu go home liao~




today i was the 1st to reach =)
had my breakfast at mac ALONE =(
anyway drank the whole cup of hot coffee & felt so awake =)
took bus with weitat,shuhui & junhao =)
reach sch & we are late, as usual~
after BEV jiu go for AFD liao~
cher finally teach us dr & cr =.-
i waited so long sia!
after that jiu break~
it was 11am lor i was still full from breakfast so i pei the rest go cafe they eat i watch =.-
after that go for OFA & CMS jiu go home le~
right after break time i jiu start to gastric pain liao~
sianz i pain for the whole fking 4 hours =.-
until finish sch then stop sia~
i also dont know why~
during CMS shuhui & me zilian in class =.-
she took tons of photos & i took & deleted most becos not nice hahas~
anyway i finish sch jiu go take bus24 back to amk with shuhui&junhao~
today adrian din take same bus with us so the journey was so damn quiet~

meet babytoot at hub for lunch =)
CHICKEN RICE !!
after that babytoot say he not full wor~~
he say wan supermeal hahas =.-
took 162 to babytoot's house & slacked until 7plus then bathed jiu cab back hougang meet wg&ly.

both of them not in gd mood but i understand ly de situation~
talked quite a lot with her & cheer her up =)
then her EX-bf kept on calling her phone sia~
so irriating~
anyway i had a quarrel with her EX-bf =.-
becos he called MY phone to look for ly =.-
anyway he even say wan come down beat me sio~
i 'so' scare =.-
anyway who is at faults?
he even kp me say i dont understand how much he had gave in to their r/s~
come on, if wana compared, can you gave up eur family de lives for ly ma ?
eu cant! bodoh~
i CAN! idiot!
he even said that : i gave up a lot of girls for her hor!
WTH?

anyway i dont wan to interfere in their problem~
but ly is my sister, as long as she is happy jiu can liao!
i dont her to fking choose the wrong guy & end up like my last time like that!







today woke up at 10.30am =)
set alarm de =}
prepared things then ard 11.30am my granduncle drive me to babytoot's house =)
tot of surprising him de so i went up to ask his mommy open door for me~
but i go in his room, he alr wake up le & using com liao~
sianz~
he wake up also nvr call me =.-
but i still manage to sneak behind him & gave him a hug from the back =)
then had lunch at babytoot's place =)
his mommy cook curry fish head~ yummy =)
after eating babytoot jiu go prepared then we jiu go take bus change mrt to bugis =)
meeting zhiwei,evelyn,wg & liang there~
we are the last to reach =)

when reach bugis we jiu go muji buy my red bean pancake & milk tea =)
then we jiu go play pool liao =)
promise babytoot to learn de but i very shy sia~
so 1st round babytoot & zhiwei play 1st~
me & evelyn watch =)
then after that babytoot jiu teach me to play & zhiwei teach evelyn =)
then after teaching we rest while the rest play =)
then after that me & evelyn play 1 match!
that match is so damn long becos both our aiming very lousy -.=

after playing we jiu go eat CHICKEN RICE =)
yummy la =)
chicken rice is always me & babytoot's favourite =)
then meet benji & chunyong there~
after dinner we jiu go junction buy venezia ice =)
had my dark choco ice cream =)
then we all jiu go topman then jiu split up liao~
then wg & liang went off & we 2 couples go street walk walk =)
today babytoot bought me a dress as a reward for learning pool =)
wahahahas~

after shopping we jiu go take mrt back home le~
played with meowmeow under my blk be4 babytoot send me up~
tmr going sch early =(
lesson start at 8am lor~
after sch going meet babytoot at amk then go his place =)





last night slpt at ard 1 plus~
today afternoon 4plus then wake up =.-
my uncle din come so i dont need to babysit my cousin~
planned to meet babytoot at amk but zhiwei&evelyn last min jio town =)
so i prepared things & went to take mrt to town~
meet zhiwei&evelyn there 1st~
then wait for babytoot to reach we jiu go far east le =)
walk ard then babytoot go buy his XXL chicken to eat while evelyn pei me to buy a bottled drink =)
then we walk ard but din buy anytihng else le~
then we walk to taka & we bought ice cream from Hokkiado Ice Cream =)
wanted the tiramisu de... but today they dont have =(
so i bought the rum & rasin de lor~
then we took a walk in cold storage jiu go 3rd floor walk walk~
then went down & walk to cineleisure for dinner at pastamania~
gosh today was the very 1st time i had the worst pastamania meal ever~
i had their Alfredo & it taste sucks lor~
i regretted choosing that, should have took Carbonara~
anyway after dinner we jiu go walk walk & went to arcade =)
played games there jiu go off le~
pei zhiwei & evelyn go heeran walk awhile =)
then we jiu go take mrt back to hougang le =)
when to slack awhile at the playground for swing =)
then babytoot jiu send me home =)
go up my house awhile for toilet & a packet of milo he jiu go off le =)

tmr going to bugis for pool & maybe movie =)
i think im gona buy Venezia 's dark choco ice cream =)
wahahas~
im a ice cream fan =)




today morning meet shuhui&weitat then go sch~
late but at least we got go =.-
after that jiu break then jiu got telematch~
we, sch of business win =)
after that took bus24 with adrian,junhao,shuhui & weitat~
playing spamming of phone is bus~
stupid lor~
junhao got free sms then kept spamming HI to us!
then weitat sit beside a auntie then he spam us say he like the auntie la, love at 1st sight la, wan number la & blahblahblah~
then stupid adrian also spam asking where are we =.-
i recieved a total of 31 msgs =.-
after that i was the last to alight again =.-
meet babytoot at amk hub to go eat CHICKEN RICE =)
after that jiu go take 162 to babytoot's house le~

be4 that got pei babytoot go arcade a while =)
to see his WCCF things~
then go babytoot's house use com to play mafia =)
then forgot how babytoot make me angry with him~
i fake throw tantrums hahas~
then babytoot took out the couple rings!!
gosh~ it really surprise me sia =))
i tot he bought it today~
actually he bought it on the 20th april alr =.-
the day when he reach amk to meet jy 1st!
he said that he bought it be4 eu go meet jy =.-
oh man~
babytoot is so sweet =)

then at babytoot's house had supermeal 10 =)

then i go back use com~
babytoot lie on bed until he felt asleep =.-
then i suddenly felt sleepy also~
so i go squeeze with babytoot & felt asleep beside him~
damn it both of us is so tired until babytoot woke up at 7plus~
tired to wake me up but fail~
hahas~
i so tired until i keep ignoring him :P
then dont know he spend how much time then managed to pull me up & get off the bed~
bathed at babytoot's house to feel more awake ;P
then we jiu go down take cab to hougang ate & 511 de coffeeshop with liang & wg =)
then ard 10pm we all go up my house to slack!
11pm babytoot jiu go take bus home le while the 2 of them stayed until almost 12midnight~

tmr morning gona babysit my cousin =(
after that afternoon should be going to amk find babytoot & watch him play his WCCF!






23april :

today morning meet shuhui&junhao at amk mac at 7.30 for hw + breakfast =)
after that weitat came & join us at ard 8 plus~
then we went sch ~
adrian also board the same bus as us coincidentally =)
had much funny things in the bus~

reach sch at 10.10am like that ~
late for 10 mins =)
after 1 hour lesson, break 1 hour~
hang ard awhile jiu go back for class~
finish sch at 1.30pm like that~
had alot of funny things in sch~
cant post out becos it wont be damn long =)
anyway i pei junhao,adrian,weitat & shuhui take bus 24 back to amk~
i go there change mrt to yishun to fetch babytoot~
he finish sch at 5pm~
i tried to take my own sweet time le~
but still reach at 4pm~
anyway i alight at the 3rd bus stop from interchange as evelyn told me~
i alr told zhiwei to bring babytoot to my that bus stop liao~
i wan surprise babytoot de lor~

end up zhiwei called & said that babytoot insisted to go to the 4th bus stop instead of following him~
sianz~
i bobian called babytoot & told me that im at the bus stop alr =.-

so today no surprise =(
anyway we took bus811 back to interchange take mrt to bishan change bus 52 to babytoot's house =)
slacked, had our supermeal then ard 8plus babytoot cook mee for me =)
it is delicious =)

after dinner slacked & use com babytoot jiu send me down to cab home le =)
babytoot paid for the fare =)

reach home awhile i jiu go find shawn le =)
i miss him la~
very long din see him or tok to him le~
go up his house find him~
sat outside the stairs there to chat until 12.30am then he send me back down~

gosh~
im so bad :P
i forgot my part-time boyfriend's birthday la!

shawn : today wad day ar ?
gong : thurs lor!
shawn : wad month ?
gong : april ba~~
shawn : wad date is it ?
gong : errr~~~ ltr i tell eu =) hahas~
shawn : eu dont know wad day is it ar ?
gong : oh shit eur birthday ar ???
shawn : ya la!

damn it !
i actually forgot my own part-time boyfriend's birthday!
anyway took a couple of photos with him =)
& wish him le =)

part-time boyfriend ,
sorry sorry hahas~
at least i did wish eu face to face!
we will meet again~
i will miss eu de =)
but not as much as i miss my babytoot ;P
anyway thanks for all eu had done for me during those days when i need eu =)
happy 17th birthday part-time dear!




today morning meet up with shuhui then go sch~
manage to get a sit in the bus~
i slpt through out =.-
im so freaking tired~
went go in sch that time we are alr late for lesson for more than 30mins le~
saw a group of ppl from our class~
they say the cher lock the class liao =.-
late comers cannot go in =.-
then we skipped it & go eat breakfast =)
today weitat nvr come very boring lor =(
but at least have azri, beng & junhao =)

had fun in sch =)
quarrelled with AFD teacher =.-

me&shuhui think that purchases should be under expenses~
but cher insisted it to be under assets instead =.-

wadever.

today finish sch at 4.30pm~
me, shuhui, junhao & adrian go take bus 24 together =)
in the bus adrian kept telling us stupid things & do funny things to entertain us =)

im the last 1 to alight =)
went to wait for babytoot to come then we both go change to home clothes =)
pei him go play his WCCF =.-
after that went of dinner =)
CHICKEN RICE !

then pei babytoot go cut hair jiu go home le~

that stupid bastard own me $ still dont wan return me!
damn angry de!
becos he haven return i still cannot return to my friends!
he is a irritating disgusting bastard !




today morning meet shuhui&weitat at amk again~
then on the way to sch when we were in the queue for the bus24, we saw weitat friend =)
he taking same bus as us but he going macperson ite =)
then we board the bus liao & when it reaching macperson ite, weitat kept giving excuses not to let his friend alight =.-
end up he bullshit with his friend until his friend alight at the same stop as us~
hahas~ end up he go in sch with us since we planned not to going for OFA.
meet junhao&bengte out also~
had our breakfast at c1 then bengte go back for lesson~
rest of us go pool-ing again =.-
then after that we decided to go back to OFA then weitat's friend go take bus back to his sch =)
today go OFA very funny lor!
we were all late for more than 30mins~

cher : why are eu all so late? i dont wan eu all to be in my class!

then we jus turn & walk out =.-

cher : wait! come in now!

=.- funny teacher~
anyway she nags at us jiu let us go to our seats le~
today sch not much laughter cos adrian wasnt ard =)
went for CMS & got assignment to do =.-
tmr need to do presentation sia =(
then today AFD damn sianz!
1hour ++ teaching increase & decrease in a/c =.-
not even at debit & credit yet =(
so sianz lor =( anyway got hw also!
ended sch at 4plus =)
meet babytoot at the bus24 stop & all of us took the same bus =)

me & babytoot went to amk for our dinner =)
had CHICKEN RICE =)
yummy~~
after that we go shopping =)
walked passed couple lab that time babytoot got ask me wan go see not!
i say dont wan~ so ps lor i wearing sch uniform sia =.-
anyway went ntuc had fun =)
bought lots of snacks =)
then we jiu go over to playground slack awhile babytoot jiu go pei me wait for bus liao =)




today morning meet shuhui & weitat at amk then we take bus24 to sch =)
meet at 7am & we are prepared to be slightly late =)
lesson start at 8am~
but the whole bus journey was like 1&half hour~
somemore we even delay a bit time at amk so when we reach sch was alr 9am~
we missed morning de BEV =.-
then we st. go AFD =)

AFD was damn damn damn fun sio~~~~
after the boring lesson ( is simple poa which i learnt alr =.- )
teacher say wan play game to let us all to rmb all our classmates de name~
in the class we are seated in groups~
my group got me, shuhui, weitat, jun hao & beng te~
we sabo beng te be leader =)
then the game goes like that :

mrs k : hi class im mrs k.
1st person : hi mrs k, im blah1 & i like blah-ing1
2nd person : hi mrs k, im blah2 & i like blah-ing2
3rd person : hi mrs k, im blah3 & i like blah-ing3
4th person and so on~~

my group is around the 30+ ppl =)
then we had to rmb all the 1st 30+ ppl de name sio~
hard to name lei!
then we make our plan!

we all stand together & said : hi mrs k, hi EVERYBODY !
hahas~ most easy de lor =)
then after that beng te said : & we love you =)
gosh it was so damn malu lor =.-
all of us laughing away like siao like that~

after that lesson is break then we went c2 the guys had their lunch then we went pool-ing again~
sian de lor!
guys always go pool we girls always rot while waiting for them =.-
then ltr we went back class for the stupid OFA so damn it lame la!
the teacher ask us to type out the exact passage from our text to the com =.-
is like trying to train our typing like that =.-
after that even ask us to type stupid things =.-
after the lesson is another 1 hour break then we go jalanjalan =)
then meet up with adrian!
gosh he was a clown for the day =)
he make us laugh until buay tahan sia~
then we go for the last lesson of the day! CMS!
adrian follow us to the class though he is not from our class de =.-
had freaking lot of fun in that lesson!
hahas~
after sch we hang ard jiu went bus stop take bus24 back to amk!
only me & shuhui alight in the interchange while the rest alight at their house there =)
me & shuhui go meet her friend for a while then junhua came to find me le =)
then i left shuhui then go arcade with junhua to find babytoot & jy =)
pei babytoot until he finish his football game then levinia came =)
we go eat our dinner slack awhile jiu go off le =)

today i good girl =)
nvr cab + went home alone =)
babytoot wana send me back de but i cannot be sososo damn pampered ;P
cannot kept troubling babytoot!
so i took bus165 home myself =)
reach home ard 9plus near to 10pm de =)

tmr morning meet shuhui&weitat at amk at 7.45am =)
gona go slp early =)

today ask babytoot help me dl songs!
once i said he jiu faster go help me do it le!
he so good norh~
hehes =)





gosh today woke up at 1plus 2pm like that~
baby woke up a few mins ltr than me =)
i prepared things le then go tell daddy that i going out!
butbutbut!!!! daddy says no =(
sadded* tot of going find babytoot de lor!
but daddy say dont go out becos i ytd went out until very late!
sianz! & i threw tantrums at home like a lil pampered princess =.-
well i AM daddy's pampered girl =)
then i waited,waited,waited~~
until 4plus i go ask him again!
he say ok =)
woohoo~ after he say ok, i within 5mins jiu not at home le =)
i ran to the lift =)
went down took cab to babytoot's house =)

babytoot promised to spend the whole day today with me de!
but then i late go find him =(
thats why i use run de~
hahas!
reach his place then he was packing his bedroom =)
after that we use com, play psp =)
around 6plus 7pm like that leave babytoot's place to amk for dinner!
on the way there suddenly got a person msg me asking me whether im marilyn a not!
i said yes & ask who is that person!
i was actually guess is my class de ppl~
& it is! it is shuhui =)
anyway she told me that she got my number through joseph =)
hahas~ so smart of her to take my number from him =)
i met up with her at amk awhile only =)
we planned to meet tmr morning to go sch together =)
will be meeting at amk at 7am =)
going sch with weitat also =)

when reach amk we tot of going eat mac~
but a lot ppl, got no seat left~
so we go eat hawker =)
had chicken rice again!
so long nvr eat chicken rice with babytoot le =)
after that go to hub to shop!
then pei babytoot to arcade =)
then he send me to bus stop pei me wait for bus =)
today went home myself becos i dont wan babytoot to run here & there cos tmr got sch =)
wan him to go home early to rest =)
reached home at ard 9plus almost 10pm =)

if tmr babytoot going to amk arcade i jiu go there find him for dinner perhaps?




morning woke up at 2plus =.-
called babytoot then he told me he going out with his friends =(
he promised to spend sat with me de =(
anyway i let him go lor i then prepared thing then meet jasonliow for awhile at standard place!
after that i go take mrt to boonlay meet evelyn =)
she pei me go shop for my hair clips after that we go take bus to her house there!
when to the ntuc & i bought cup noodles & sweets =)
we pay up at zhiwei's counter =)
then go evelyn house slacked & chatted =)
then until at night ard 8plus babytoot take mrt from amk to boonlay to fetch me =)
so happy that he came all the way jus to fetch me =)
then we took mrt to hougang & thn meet up with wg =)
be4 that in the train i talk to babytoot le =)
felt so relax after telling him the stuff =)

then met up with wg then we go ave8 for milo-ice & pratas =)
after that jiu go home le =)
then me & babytoot went to void decks slack awhile then we talk again =)
then ard 12.30 babytoot send me back home =)

tmr going babytoot's place =)
perhaps do some studies thingy there ba =)




last night slpt at 2am plus~ morning 6am woke up =.-
sianz!
so tired la but bobian need to go sch =.-
prepared things jiu went out took bus72 to tamp meet with michelle&hongyu then take bus31 to sch!
damn i was late for 10mins = longlonglong queue for bus31!
then reach sch jiu go field there look for our class!
we are late for ard 30mins but we are not the latest to reach =)
anyway took ht&wt then jiu dismiss le!
shuhui they all pei me go outside sch awhile!
then after that i pei them go see ppl play!
slacked ard with them then tot of going to AFD but then my friend msg me say cher on mc =)
so we hang ard in sch compound lor!
after that 12noon go for OFA then finish sch le jiu go out tot of taking bus to tamp meet babytoot!
the day be4 i got contact jy say meet me outside my sch becos he got no phone!
i even told him to call me be4 he leave house!
but then in the end he din, i called his house then they say he alr went out~
sianz i tot he put me aeroplane again!
end up din =)
i walk out of my sch jiu saw him le =)
he then pei me go take bus to tamp meet up with babytoot!
then we 3 go eat longjohn!
after that we go watch movie =)
Fast & Furious 4 =)
gosh it was nice sio~
then shopped ard babytoot jiu go take mrt to bugis find his friends~
then me & jy go take bus72 back to hougang!
reach hougang jiu meet up with jasonliow =)
when to standard place slacked & chatted =)
awhile ltr jason went home 1st!
me & jy chatted until 7.30pm then we go home =)
reach home damn hungry!
faster go eat dinner =)

phew tmr is sat =)
sososo damn tired ltr must faster go slp =)
tmr gona meet babytoot =)




last night slpt at 3am plus~
today morning 6am plus jiu wake up le!
fking tired!
prepared things then went out together with mommy, uncle & sis!
we fetch sis to sch 1st then go tamp there had breakfast then we drop me at interchange!
met up with hongyu&michelle then we go take bus31 to sch!
reach there then go the audi for the talks!
from 8.30am to 10am & i slpt through out!
so freaking tired la!
then go for break then lessons again~~
blahblahblah everything ended at 1.30pm~

actually today suppose to go fetch babytoot from sch but he say he going out after sch!
so i went over to tampines 1 de cold storage find rico & guys =)
today saw rico, zul & dennis!
gosh i miss them la!
then hang ard awhile i jiu go take mrt to Buona Vista to find sam!
i got lost there =.-
+ no cash on me so cannot cab then my phone also going flat liao!
lucky i ask ard then manage to find him!
reach there alr 3pm & sam treat me drinks =)
becos i told him that if i go find him he have to treat me everything!
then we chat chat abt lots of things!
he say wan treat me eat durians~
but i dont wan hahas!
he want to treat me eat also but i dont wan!
then he also told me that he next yr going marry le =)
most likely is confirm & he say if i wan he can book car to fetch me into malaysia for his wedding =)
hahas!
anyway we chatted until 5.30pm like that then i went off le!
went home ALL ALONE!
sadded*
then reach home use com had dinner then wg called & say wana meet!
so he & liang came up my house =)
after awhile they jiu go off le!
then i go back use my com~
after that i went to meet wg again =.-
slacked with him for a while downstair then i jiu go home le~
tot of going find shawn but he not free =(

i miss my brothers to the core!
brothers, we MUST meet up soon =)
&& today suppose to meet junhua de!
but end up cancelled!
junhua : meet up again =) misses!






today morning woke up at 5am plus =.-
prepared things jiu go out wait for bus72 to tamp
then met up with michelle&hongyu at 7.20am!
we then go take bus31 to sch =)
class suppose to start at 8am!
we reach the classroom outside be4 8am but~~
wait more than 30mins teacher haven come =.-
damn it!
waste of my precious slping time!
anyway start lesson at almost 9am!
the lesson is lifeskills~
boring class~ today lesson wad jus bonding =.-
today i was actually looking forward to the accountings fundamentals lesson de!
but pls la, it is totally equal to sec 3 poa =.-
& the teacher teach it in a damn complicated way!
i din bother to listen becos wad she wana teach i alr know
& if i really listen to wad she teach, i will go blur la!
then last lesson is the business environment!
started at 3pm & the teacher tok for 1hour i still dont understand!
suppose to end at 5pm then teacher finish early so dismiss us at 4pm =)
then i jiu go take bus31 to tamp interchange to take mrt to town meet babytoot!

today is our 1mth anni wor =)
so happy la =)
babytoot brought me go eat teppanyaki =)
babytoot had the chicken de i had the fish de!
gosh it was so damn yummy!
then after that babytoot bring me to cold storage =)
then i pei him go the lego shop also =)
after that go heeran then go cineleisure =)
window shop ard jiu go take mrt le!
today babytoot is a good good boy =)
din spend money!
know why?
becos his fierce babygong is with him the whole day =)

reach hougang at ard 8pm!
saw police cars at my house downstair then we 2 kapos faster walk go see =)
saw 3 police cars!
& eu know wad?
is not a normal car accident or wad~
hmm my house here is upgrading the lift & stuff so there will be alot construction!
then there is a big canal under my blk there!
1 of the cement mixer truck drop into the canal!?!?
there got freaking lot of ppl =.-
& also i saw those kinda tent-like thingys that police use to cover the dead de~
scary sio~
then we kapo awhile babytoot jiu send me home le =)
then shawn came down meet me =)
we chatted outside my house looking at the accident!
& indeed the accident cost a life of a poor worker =(
the driver of the cement mixer truck =(
i saw the undertakers carry the body & stuff ='(
i dont know why i suddenly felt that life is so damn brittle!
i really dont know why i felt so sad & heartbroken!
sad for the deceased & also his family ='(
i jus grabbed shawn's tee i started to cry on it ='(
why god had to be so cruel to innocent ppl & yet so lenient to evil ppl?
why is everything so unfair?
why life can be so bitter for some ppl but yet so sweet for other ppl?







morning i woke up at 7am to prepared my things for sch =)
8am left house to wait for bus72!
met up with herni on the same bus 72 =)
together take until interchange then meet her bf =)
then we go take bus 31 to sch =)
was late le!
reach sch at 9plus, we are suppose to reach at 8.30am =)
anyway had cca drive!
then lunch but i din eat then go classroom for admin then team building!
team building was damn sucks!
walk ard the damn big ite under the damn hot sun doing nothing~
after that go back to audi for a police tok!
anyway i fell aslp!
babytoot called me at 3.59pm & when he hang up, the tok ended =)
hahas! then faster go take bus31 back to tamp change bus72 =)
meet up with babytoot at ave8 =)

babytoot then bring me go eat at mac =)
cos i whole day din eat =)
then after that we go blk504 there de fitness corner and slack =)
had fun there =)
then waited for wg to come also!
pei wg go buy his things liao then pei him go eat then babytoot jiu send me home le =)
today babytoot when home a lil bit earlier =)
cos he is complaining that he is tired!
tmr starting sch 8am =(
had to wake up early =(

today me & babytoot bring our couple bag to sch =)
so happy =)




today morning woke up at 7am!
gosh~ prepared to go sch =)
meet alvinyeow at the 27 bus stop at 8am =)
then we took bus27 to tamp there change bus31!
damn we waited at the bus stop & 2 double decks bus31 jus zoom pass!
cos it was totally full!!!!
i was scare to be late!
so we took a cab to sch =P
reach sch outside got a lot ppl smoking outside =.-
then i go in sch check my name from the list check which class am i then go to my class there =)
then go in auditorium & listen to boring talks!
i almost felt aslp~ plus plus plus i know no one there =.-
sianz! was so shy on the 1st day of sch hahas!
after that got ice breaking~
then got to know 2 new friends =) michelle & hongyu =)
after that we 3 girls been sticking together through the whole day =)
when to break together =)
after that go back to auditorium to listen boring talks again =)
this time i saw hongyu fell aslp hahas!
then after those stupid & boring talks we finally can go classrooms le =)
have class bonding with our class advisor =)
she is Mrs K =)
cool name huh ?
actually she is called Mrs Kannan but ppl kept calling her Mrs KNN =.-
so she say we can call her Mrs K =)
gosh! she is a indian jus like Ms Roberts.
&&& she have the totally same attitude as her too!
they are both like twins like that =.-
anyway i love her as much as Ms Roberts =)
though i know i let Ms Roberts down but i hope i wont let this Mrs K down =)

during the class bonding, Mrs K was asking the class for our class rules =)
many ppl said things which are not likely possible =.-
- keep long hairs
- allow piercings
- eating in classroom
- grace period 30mins
- can leave class 30mins earlier =.-
- smoking breaks !!

hahas! the smoking break thing make my laugh like siao!
anyway teacher din approve them hahas!
we are suppose to finish at 4pm but Mrs K let us off early at 3pm =)
tot of going find babytoot!
but it is still early so we 3 girls hang out awhile in the sch =)
then michelle went off with her friends while me & hongyu go find herni!
then we took bus31 to tamp interchange!
then we split up there!
i go mrt there meet wg for the memory card =)
then he pei me go cold storage to buy a drink!
inside there i heard the announcement looking for rico!
i was like - ' rico? is it anrico? '
then i started to look ard &&&& i saw him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
always the same blue shirt =) Mr Anrico =)
hahas i faster run to him & of cos i said ' EXCUSE ME ! '
he was shocked to see me =)
chat awhile then he go office le i go cashier to pay up & i saw yinhong!
she still rmb me =) anyway she ask me go back work part time =.-
i wan to work for the $$ but dont wan to work becos scare no time to pei babytoot!
yinhong even ask rico to persuade me to join them as full time!
anyway i decide not too cos i prefer keeping babytoot companied than $$ =)
nothing is as important as my babytoot!

after that i went to take mrt to orchard =)
meeting babytoot & his friends there =)
reach there then we go far east to shop for our bags!!
went to all the three 77th street in far east & we din find any design that we like!
had our dinner at far east =)
after that we go heeran de 77th street!
still din find 1 that babytoot like!
but i really wana bag by today!
so we jus choose 1 from there lor!
actually that design not very bad la =)
so today we finally got our couple bags!
then we went to cineleisure for a walk =)
babytoot bought 2 ear studs that got light de wor!
1 for him 1 for me =)
actually i very mountain tortoise cos i dont even know that such ear stud do exist!
anyway we got it =)
then we jiu go take mrt back to hougang le =)
went to interchange there bought sweettalk =)
then walk to the same playground & chat =)
today nvr play swing becos got ppl at there playing!
after that ard 9.30pm babytoot jiu send me home le ~
i miss him la!




today woke up 10mins ltr than babytoot!
woke up at 1plus~
prepared everything then meet babytoot at amk at ard 4pm~
then we go the fairprice & bought my fbt!
then to the 77th street!
gosh it is damn small la!
nothing there de so babytoot and me took bus 86 to sengkang de 77th street~
then there din get to see the design that babytoot likes~
so we walked ard then we go take bus 27 to tampines de 77th street!
reach there still cant find the 1 babytoot's looking for!
so end up din buy!
then i go thebluez bought some ear studs =)
then shopped ard when to the new mall [ tampines 1 ]
nothing much actually!
got alot ppl very crowded!
then shopped ard bought a soyamilk & pancake from mr bean!
after that go take bus72 back to hougangave8!
cos babytoot wan go there cut his hair!
reach there, the shop closed!
so walked ard found another salon for babytoot to cut his hair!
after that we go eat =)
had western today!
yummy!
finish eating babytoot jiu send me home le =)
reached home at almost 10pm =)

tmr is 1st day of sch!
im so nervous!
dont know wad time will finish!
but gona find babytoot when i finish!
miss him tons!




woke up at ard 12plus~
rotting away at home until 4plus prepared things then bring my sis go bugis!
tot can meet babytoot there!
cos he say chunyong jio him go there also~
but babytoot reach bugis earlier than me so i ask him go meet his friend 1st!
when i reach i msg him but he say he at arcade so i tot i go shopping 1st lor!
shopping finish le msg him he told me he at lan.
so i bring my sis go eat dinner 1st!
after that 6plus msg him he still not yet ok!
WTH?!?!
irriated then bring my sis home!
no patient to wait anymore longer!
on the way back i called my brothers & none of them is free!
WTH?!?!
today is jus not my fking day!




today woke up at 12plus cos today dont need bring bro down =)
prepared things & left home at ard 1plus =)
cab down to babytoot's house!
jus reach under his blk he jiu msg me le =)
wana surprise him de lor!
anyway go up have my breakfast + lunch at his place!
then after go use com while he is crazy over his ds with his pokemon!
awhile ltr i feel tired so go lie on babytoot's bed!
after that i fell aslp =.-
after that woke up help him do his project!
aiyo is his project lor = i do most of it lor =.-



after that i felt hungry!
then babytoot cooked mee for me =)
we shared a plate together =)
then slacked until 7.45pm prepared things jiu go down take cab =)
board cab is jus right 8pm =)
no extra charge =)
when reach ave8, the hair shop alr closed =.-
babytoot canot cut hair again =(
then we jiu go for dinner =)
both of u had nasi lemak for dinner =)
yumyum =)
after that babytoot send me back home =)
he stay at my house watch tv until 10plus he then go off!

tmr still haven decide where to go but babytoot is confirm coming ave8 to cut hair =)





last night slpt at 4am =)
i is play the ds until flat then go slp!
morning 5.30am woke up prepared jiu set off to pray my great-grandpa!
go there = fed mosquito =(
went there with babytoot's ds so not very bored =)
reach home at ard 10plus to 11am le!
din go slp cos 12noon gona bring my bro down ma!
so i rested awhile jiu go bath & prepared things then brought my bro down!
after that straight away go take bus to babytoot's house there!
i nvr alight got he board it & we go to the thomson's cc =)
babytoot go there to collect his $1200 cheque!
alrights he is crazy over it!
then we cab down to J8 to deposit his cheque & ate mac over there =)
after eating we go take bus back to his house =)
slacked, used com lastly lie on babytoot's bed watch him play his ps2
&&& i fell aslp!
babytoot through out nvr wake me up =(
until 4.45pm he then wake me up to go home to fetch my bro =(
sadded !
then we rushed back to hougang!
babytoot suggest cab i dont wan =)
i good girl dont wan anyhow spend money!
then took bus back when reach my bro jus reach also =)
then brought him up & used com at my place with babytoot!
awhile ltr wg&levinia joined us at my place too!
ard 7plus we left my house!
wg send levinia home while me & babytoot go back to ytd de fitness corner there play =)
then we meet wg at the ave 8 coffeeshop for they 2 de dinner =)
i only ate a bowl of honeydew sago =)
yummy!
then finish eating they pei me go collect my altered ite stuffs!
then on the way back saw jy&joel!
then wg go off with them with babytoot's psp de memory card!?!?!?
he say tmr then return =( sadded!
then babytoot jiu send me home le!
he slacked at my place playing his ds =) while i use com =)
then ard 10pm he jiu go off le =)
tmr going find babytoot also ba =)




today woke up at ard 12noon!
brought my bro down for his bus then go back home rot until almost 3pm then go compass meet wg!
he pei me go get the singpass thingy!
after thatr we walk around at compass point =)
bought sushi & cupwalker =) yummy!
then pei him go buy some tonic for his mommy!
after that took bus80 back to hougang to meet babytoot!
then 3 of us go to my house hang ard awhile!
then ard 6pm me & babytoot went downstair to fetch my bro!
then go back use com ; play ds ; play psp until 7plus~
had my dinner at home then i bring my ite bottoms to ave8 to alter!
then after that pei babytoot & wg for their dinner!
then after that slack awhile at coffeeshop then wg go off!
then me & babytoot go 504 there de fitness corner slack!
played there had great fun!
then rest awhile babytoot jiu send me back home!
reach my house downstair we played with meowmeows =)
then almost 10pm babytoot send me up =)

tmr after sending my bro down!
i jiu go find babytoot!
maybe helping him with his project!
after that need go back hougang fetch my bro
then at night need go back ave 8 to collect my stuffs =)




last night slpt at 6am & morning woke up at almst 12noon!
brought my bro down for his sch bus~
came up & had abit of home cooked food =)
then prepared things!
until ard 2plus babytoot cab until my house downstair to fetch me then cab to east coast!
reach there 1st thing is pei babytoot go mac for his breakfast + lunch =)
while i play his ds =)
gosh addicted to his ds instead of his psp le =)
anyway, went to east coast & tooks us hours to find a good spot!
then had freaking loads of fun in the water =)
then me & evelyn buried our babydarlings in the sand!
after that take photos liao then their turn to bury us =(
it is so damn difficult to breathe in the sand lor!
but it is not as itchy as eu think ba!
i only feel difficult to breathe only!





then after that go back water to play!
gosh the water is so damn salty la!
yuck dont know wad it contain?
shark's shit ; whale's urine ; human vomit & etc
yuckyuckyuck!
hahas!
i think next time rather go swimming pool or sentosa de better ba!
anyway we stopped playing at ard 7pm & go to the toilet there wash up!
gosh got no place to bath only can rinse body =.-
4 of us got damn lot of sands in our clothes lor!
then guys still easy to rinse cos they half naked we girls very jialat!
the place to rinse is quite open so anyone who walk pass can see through & see eu =.-
me & evelyn had loads of difficulties clearing the sand off our body!
when we are all done alr 7.30pm le!
we cab to bedok de hawker there for dinner =)
after that zhiwei&evelyn went off & babytoot&me go take bus87 back to hougang!
today got no time for swing =(
perhaps tmr ba!
under my blk saw my grandaunt & granduncle.
they brought my great-grandma down for some durians!
so me & babytoot sit down & join them for a lil chats!
nvr eat the durians cos im full & babytoot dont eat durians de =)
after that ard 10plus babytoot send me home then he jiu go home le =)
currently painting my nails =)
morning painted hotpink&babyblue~
but went to the beach then most of it came off!
babytoot suggest black&red
looked abit goth but still good la =)
tmr going sengkang =)
miss my babytoot!





it is alr 4.30am in the morning & i still cant fking slp!
dont know why i dont feel tired at all!
ytd 3plus i jiu tired le!
ltr afternoon still needa go out & im not tired now!!
FUCK!




today woke up at ard 12noon!
called babytoot then brought my bro down for his sch bus!
after that go back home & rot cos babytoot left for malaysia ='(
then watch tv until 4plus jy called & said to meet at my house here at 5.30pm
i called jasonliow & i met him under my blk at 5pm & wait for jy to come!
ard 5.30pm e reached then almost 6pm wg&levinia came also!
after that fetch my bro home then come down again!
pei them go coffeeshop eat!
only wg eat only!
then johnson came!
gosh i jio him out de cos v.v.v long din see him le!
misses him!
gona jio junhua out soon too!
anyway after wg finish we go over to the void deck there slack!
when we walked until the void deck there babytoot jus right reach also!
so 7 of us squeezed in a table together =)
chatted awhile wg&levinia went off!
then ard 8plus i go eat my dinner at coffeeshop then jason&jy went off!
halfway through my dinner johnson went off too!
after dinner babytoot pei me home!
he also came in to use toilet then he pei me watch tv awhile!
ard 9plus babytoot went off le!
jus called him & babytoot say he is currently at batok going play pool =.-
called shawn also!
but shawn is at plaza playing pool!!!!!
but when shawn finish he will let me know!
i dont care i must meet shawn cos he promised to keep me accompanied tonight!
tmr going east coast with babytoot & friends!




5th april :

today morning woke up at 11.30am =.-
but still tired so 'lai chuang' with babytoot!
then ard 1 plus we had our lunch!
after that slacked & prepared things go jurong point for a walk with zhiwei & evelyn!
had our dinner there also!
jurong point very big almost like vivo!
v.v.v complicated!
ard 8pm plus babytoot jiu send me home le!
when to take mrt!
gosh from boonlay to hougang my mrt fare = $2 ++
freaking ex lo!
slacked at playground with babytoot & played swing!
ard 10pm then babytoot send me back home!

today fking angry with my parents!
quarrelled =.-
my irriating mommy say i can jus leave the house for gd!
gosh i was happy for a moment!
but my precious daddy hold me back dont let my go!
i still love my daddy best!
though i always disobey him :P




today woke up at 1plus due to my med last night!
then after that called babytoot at ard 2pm he then wake up also!
then i start to prepare things =)
ard 5pm babytoot reach my house downstair then we go take bus89 to pasir ris for chanel's birthday =)
reach there almost 6pm && we are the 1st to reach there =.-
chanel told me to go at evening & i tot 6plus is reasonable ma~
actually she meaning night time ard 7 to 8plus =.-
when we reach there they were all in the room doing there things only~
so babytoot & me went to take a walk at the beach!
it was crowded there wor~
then we find a spot & sit there to chat!
infront of us there are a group of malays having their bbq!
then we chat until half way they suddenly shouted at us :

hey are eu the super couple?

we are like ' WTH?!'
cos today we both wore our superman tee =)
then after then we go downtown of a walk~
went to the arcade also =)
then go back the chalet there got some ppl liao =)
slacked there & had fun =)
today played indian poker!
the 1st round & i tio alr =.-
me & a guy whom i dont know~
so the dare is : he is supposed to sniff my hair & say it's nice =.-
then 2nd round i tio again with chanel's sis, shirley!
dare : shirley gona kiss me on my cheek & vice versa ~
& the 3rd round is other ppl & they dare the hair sniffing thingy again!
then 4th round is babytoot & shirley =)
dare : still the hair sniffing thingy! but is babytoot sniff her hair =)
then after that we went off cos we need to catch the last bus =)
then we took bus354 to pasir ris interchange to take bus58 to bishan!
then reach bishan we go tabao mac home =)
& went to interchange take bus410 to babytoot's house!
ate under his blk then slack at the fitness corner there & play with the meowmeow =)
then ard 2 plus then go up his house!
bathed & use his com while he play his ps2 right now!
going to slp soon!





today morning woke up at 11.30am~
my aunt came my house then we toktok awhile i jiu bring my bro down for his sch bus!
then after that when home prepare then go take bus to babytoot's house!
when i reach his house downstairs then i msg him asking him whether he wake up alr not~
he replied saying he jus wake up~~
that time i was alr at his house outside then i reply saying im outside le!
then babytoot come out open door for me!
he looks blur hahas!
then we slacked at his house until 5 jiu go take bus to amk!
i when to mac bought a drink then he pei me wait for bus home!
then he jiu go take bus to go find his friends le~
then i reach hougang going to fetch my bro but then my mommy was alr downstairs~
so i went home watch tv & use com~
after that ate my dinner~
then go back use com while waiting for jy!
he called & said meet at 8pm~
end up 10plus he then call me =.-
but he say he going buy beers!!!!!!!
i was so damn excited man, then i told jason to come down also~
then i 10.30pm go down meet him & jason~
saw edwin,zhengjie,boonping & seetoh~
but they din stay for long~~
then i was asking 'where is the beer?'
he say he cannot buy cos check ic =.-
WTH?!?!?! came down for nothing!
then we slacked & chatted about jy's stupid doings today at sentosa =)
had much fun with jy's deodorant also =)





then ard 11.30pm jiu go home le~
reach home called babytoot & he told me he on his way home le =)




today woke up at almost 12noon~
bought my bro down for his sch bus!
then go back home to rot!
then called jy he say he at home ard 4plus then can come out!
so i waited at home lor~
rot until almost 3pm then saw shawn walk pass my house!
then i jiu pei him to go to eat his lunch!
then jasonliow used shun phone call me say wana meet!
but he din bring his phone out so i said i will wait for him at 511 de coffeeshop!
then when shawn finished his food he also haven come!
waited until 3.40pm like that he then reach =.-
he took bus 325 no wonder so damn long!
then we talk awhile shawn jiu go home le~
i watch jasonliow eat while i called jy's house!
his mom say he went go alr!
fk?! i told him to call me 1st be4 he go out cos his phone spoil then hard to contact him!
hais~~
scare he will auto go up my house so i went home check he not there!
then me & jasonliow go standard place to slack lor!
slack until around 5 i went home cos mommy called & said got pizza!
eaten then went down meet babytoot while he pei me wait for my bro come back!
then he wait for me under my blk cos i bring my bro up~
then i go down again find him & we slacked at standard place!
today babytoot ask me pei him go hougang point =.-
i was like ' gosh why eu wana go there ? '
then i ask him how he wana go? walk or bus?
he say walk~ ok lor walk lor~~
end up.... actually babytoot is mean hougang mall not point!!
lols ?!
cos mall is like 1 bus stop away while point is like 4 bus stops away~~
very big diff lei!! hahas~
then wg & levinia meet us also then we 4 go mall together for their dinner!
went to eat kfc after that they 2 went off then babytoot pei me go library to borrow books!
ok, im a good girl =)
reading books is better than fking rotting at home!!!!
then after that we walked around then babytoot bring me back to the playground there play swing!
after slacking awhile babytoot jiu send me home le!

on the way home babytoot hold my hands then he scare me!
he jerked my hands as if there is a cockroach in front of me!!
i was angry lo!
that i let go of his hands & walked away!
then babytoot fake a headache & squatted on the floor!
he even say ' OUCH! '
i tot he really headache lor~
i turn back i saw the grin in his face then i knew then i faster run away~
babytoot chased me!!
after that babytoot send me home =)

MarilynYuRuiQi

17yrs-old
20.01.92 is her day.
ex-parrian ; 6Respect'o4
ex-hougean ; 4e3'o8.
simei ite ; UQ0904F'09
pampered girl.
& happily attached to her ♥babytoot♥

dennis piay, i ♥ you.

slacking, her past-time,
day-dreaming, her lonely times,
crying, her mood swings time,
emo-ing, her way of killing time,
babytoot, her dearest,
brothers, her precious,
alcohol, her medication,
cigarettes, nvr her addiction.



♥ a part-time job.
♥ no more quarrels with baby.



♥ Dennis babytoot ♥
♥ JasonLiow Brother
♥ JianYong Brother
♥ ShawnChan Brother
♥ Siru Sister
♥ WeiGuang Brother
♥ ShuHui Butterfly Sisters
♥ TanJunHao Butterfly Fans
♥ BCM clique



2009
22/1 : angelboy, imy. :(
15/3 : baby ask me to be his gf :)
21/3 : very 1st supermeal :)
04/4 : 1st candlelight :)
11/4 : 1st 'wont get to see babytoot' day :(
13/4 : couple bag :)
15/4 : 1st mth anni :)
24/4 : couple rings :)
13/6 : bro&sis bbq :)
24/6 : 2nd candlelight :)
08/7 : baby's 17th bday :)
09/8 : 3rd candlelight :)



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