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2.3.09,10:30 PM
i wan that kind of numbness.
today 1plus then wake up cos ytd 4am then slp.
hais... woke up awhile
shawn jiu come my house use com for his poly thing.
after that saw those pics...
i dont know why i still cries for eu.
my heart still ache when i saw those pics.
do eu know how much i wish i were th one beside eu?
do eu know how much i hate eu but yet love eu?
i had done so much but eu jus took it for granted.
i tried to forget eu but i cant.
i jus cant stop myself for not forgetting eu.
eur bday is coming & i really dont know how to spend that day myeslf .
im afraid that i would start to think foolish stuffs again.
how i wish i can celebrate for eu
i really do miss eu baby,jeremy.
after that becos i dont wan to stay at home & let my parents worried for me.
so i went shawn house.
be4 that went down & bought 2bottles of beer, hoping i can numb myself.
then go shawn house play com until jason came & joined.
then we waited for jianyong to come & they pei me go for dinner.
after that jason went off 1st
leaving me & jy so we went to drink under blk.
hey bro, thanks for snatching my drinks from me jus now
becos if eu dont, i dont know how much i would have drank.
& to all my brothers & sisters, i really appreciated eu all de care & concerns.
i will stop giving eu all trouble anymore.
once again, thanks for being there & sorry for troubling.
brothers:
jasonliow
yapjianyong
chengweiguang
sisters:
chanelquek
joleneko
& last but not least,
my dearest SHAWNCHAN :)
love eu guys to the core, huggies.
after that jiu go home le.
tmr dont know wana go where.
jus dont feel like staying at home.
i guess tonight i will be slping early le.
MarilynYuRuiQi
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